Pipos Doll Animation (by DollPaCa)
I feel shitty, physically and emotionally. But hopefully dinner with my roommates and a texas margarita will help me feel better. :) plus the meds I took earlier today lol
In your sleep, you can dream that the people you love, love you back. You can tell them all the things you are terrified to tell them when you’re awake. But when you’re awake - oh, when you’re awake there is the pain. But dreaming offers no real solution. And it won’t make you feel the same. But I love you. Even in my sleep.
Why the fuck did no one tell me love is just a fucked up way of getting hurt?! Because there is absolutely nothing I can do to stop the pain in my chest or the urge to cry, or the blame I keep putting on myself! Gah I hate this so much.